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BORROWED TIME

by Ol' Ben

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1.
OUTSKIRTS 03:00
Drove through the night holding on tight its just my pride Stuck drowning in pity Oh, what a life Oh, short of the knife Oh, gave yourself a fright And got nothing to show Jackals in the courtyard pigs in the parking lot meth in your blow, that blood wont wash out of your clothes so it goes im not who I'm supposed to be but I couldn’t try living up fear’s creek without a paddle in the heat Relax, they’re just noodles it’s all one big riddle Attributed to a cross end of watch and I'm lost So it goes The needle not working records stopped turning this parties the parties over
2.
they say it'll change they don't tell you better or worse I’m alone, all of the time Even with you I can’t escape myself Blacking out All of the time looking for solace or solitude i need closure, at least a release guess its new attitude There’s something in the water There’s something, a mother to daughter take these chains off of me I cant breath let alone eat Chests caved in, a breathless good bye Bottle empty and my eyes have dried the moments gone, it comes as a shock Break it all down, honey I'm all talk 14 years last, its fail or pass There’s no one real who’ll teach that class There’s something in the water There’s something, a mother to daughter There’s blood in the water There’s nothing, a son to a father
3.
LAMBS 03:18
There’s a silence washing over me let’s talk about borrowed time we’re all a witness as it slips by losing all momentum we’re all lambs to the slaughter A seance ain’t gonna save you nor will that bible sitting on your table a mind loosely wanders and we’re all lambs to the slaughter Somethings missing From your code of conduct Something missing is it your conscience a loaded gun lives under your covers prayers from your father we’re all lambs lambs to the slaughter
4.
BAD BLOOD 03:50
I wrote you off yesterday tell me why i alway feel this way looking round’ an empty room I’m staring into my lonely tomb it’s just how i act, Cant present myself with tact burning bridges that matter most guess you got too close i’ll ruin it for the both of us embedded in myself you laid your trust ill ruin it until we rust threw Hemingway out the window A lesson learned but I forgot it bad blood, bad blood Bad blood, with those that I love i’ll ruin it for the both of us embedded in myself you laid your trust ill ruin it until we rust What do you believe in Nothing I’m a nihilist what do you believe in nothing, I’ll cut my losses Now that this is done, at my heads your loaded gun I burnt the bridge and now I rust Now you rust return to dust
5.
collect the missing pieces, or you'll never be whole again how I'm losing my mind, is not a question I'm open to so when ya get to where you're going will you send me a piece of mail, nothing fancy, a postcard closing my coffin with a nail - Yet, something pulls me back in i cant explain this feelin' im lost, in your heaven or is it in my head again Jesus is my therapist watch me turn this water into piss the suns setting pretty soon and i don't know if we have time Your skins flushed and so is mine lets make one final deal, i’ll flip ya head or tails, cause betting for you always fails The feeling’s rest assured, I can’t rest for sure head’s up all night Spinning i walk to the light a message i dont understand left alone, holes in hand still something pulls me back in I can’t explain this feeling im lost in your heaven or is it in my head again What did you want to say? When you went that way I stopped giving a care after you left me there so wont you leave me alone I’ll still think of you when I'm bone
6.
I’m losing sleep over this again time well wasted; not well spent conversation precipitating dread I swear I’m locked in my head shifting gears, chasing fate Its piling up, too much shit on my plate thoughts circling despair stuck in a frenzy I'm aware Self fulfilling prophecy darling one day you’ll one day bury me Do your best, say a prayer Blank slate, Dead Stare An odyssey of the ID you claim the toll & they’ll slit my wrists Topics circling despair stuck in a frenzy I'm aware Self fulfilling prophecy you’ll one day bury me Take it or leave it I dont care Take it or leave it I dont care

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'Borrowed Time' is a live off-the-floor single take of every song i'm proud of. Honestly, I never thought I'd get here.

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released November 3, 2023

Recorded by Dai Hewison & Matthew Rederburg on May 21, 2023, at CKXU 88.3FM in Lethbridge, AB, Canada Blackfoot Territory. Mixed by Matthew Rederburg. Live Session recording is made possible through the CRFC Radiometres Program & University of Lethbridge Students Union QIP Fund.

I'd like to thank @aaarontrozzzo for the wonderful job mastering the tracks, and @stankdaddy_ for letting me use his font.

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